Your Freddy Bear

It's been a while since I've posted on this blog and I thought I'd touch on why. It's not anything dramatic and stirring like I've had some personal battle. I've just been struggling to come up with content. I'm struggling with inspiration.

We live in a world that is saturated in articles and blog posts, Youtube videos and online personalities. I can sometimes be difficult to stand out. Even to create something that doesn't feel like it has been done to death. I like blogging and I like writing posts and taking photos and sharing those with the world. I only wish I had more time to create.

Time is part of the problem for me. I can't afford to blog as my job, not with student debt and future plans and dreams. Money isn't everything but it definitely isn't something you can live without either. I'm a creative soul and writing, dreaming, imagining are all parts of myself I want to continuously explore. I long to create something with meaning and substance.

In the blogging world, posts are relegated into categories, as are the blogs themselves. I'm not a fashionista, or an expert with make-up so beauty-blogging, although fun to do occasionally, would feel false if I did it all the time. I have so many ideas for photo-shoots but I don't have the skills with a camera myself. I don't have a baby or any intense cooking skills, so lifestyle blogging is out too. What I do have is a busy mind and an eclectic personality. So that is what you are going to see here from now on.

I am rededicating myself to my blog, in the hopes that exploring my creativity more will help me lead a more fulfilling life. Less "all about the 9-5" and more "do what you love". It will be a hodge-podge here, but that's okay. That's life.  

Playsuits are all the rage this spring/summer season and since this is one trend that works with my figure, I made the absolute most of it. All three of the playsuits/jumpsuits here are from Forever21 and none of them broke the bank so far as cost goes.

This purple floral number is probably my favourite out of the three. It is super easy to wear casually but if you throw on a pair of heels, it is dressed up enough for a night out on the town. The arms are super billowy and stop around the elbow, giving you easy movement.


My favourite part about this playsuit is the colours. They are very soft and flattering. My one issue with the suit is the neckline. It can be very low, especially on those not so well endowed.

The next one is a green jumpsuit that I desperately need to hem as it is a little long in the leg. For a summer night out it is perfect. It looks classy and despite the long pants it is very cool. It also gave me a chance to try going without a bra. Woo! The jumpsuit is as comfortable as if you were wearing pajamas and it moves with you. It is not constricting whatsoever. Plus it definitely makes your legs look longer, especially with heels.


The third and last outfit is a nice blue floral (seeing a pattern?) playsuit. It is definitely the most casual of all three suits. It is super comfy, though not the easiest to get in and out of. It has cute little buttons down the front that are super adorable but also a b*tch to do up. It moves and breathes really well like the other two.

I love fashion. It's fun, creative, exciting, and most of all, it's pwetty. Unfortunately, I happen to be extremely unfashionably-coordinated. I'll buy all the right clothes, have the right fit, be on trend, and yet somehow it comes out looking awkward, out of place, and completely out of style. When I was in high school, I embraced this and went as far out of my way as possible to look insane and awkward. Now that I'm older and have dialed my crazy back a bit, I'm more interested in finding a style that works for me. I won't say I've 100% found it yet, but I am getting closer. On the way to getting closer, I of course hit some bumps. I thought I'd share them to maybe help someone know what to avoid.

Hello all and welcome to the blog. I've been pondering starting one and a YouTube channel to go with it for a while now, and today I decided to dive right in. At least on the blog side; I'm still working my way up to Youtube.